Saturday, October 25, 2008

crazy days ahead

It feels so good just to be home. Eventhough it's only for a shortwhile, but it makes a lot of difference. I am looking forward to let loose even for one second, to run away from all the hassles and shortcomings especially for the past few days. Sometimes I think I'm being cursed by someone for all of my recent "bad lucks", but then again, I'm not entitled to blame others for my clumsy act, right?



I recently learned that; after all the things that have happened, all the issues that have been raised and all the shortcomings that I have to encounter, you will then only realise those who is truly care and be there when you are in trouble or in need. As much as you said you care, but at the end of the day, your action will justify the meaning of caring. So please don't blame me for not trusting you or stop caring for you anymore, ok. Very cryptic, huh? :p



p/s: someone told me that how come my blogs never contained hapy, hapy things but it's all about frustration and madness. hehe. well, I am too looking forward to say hapy, hapy things, but, by looking at these crazy times, well, only those who are positively optimistic (which I am doubtful those existence; i mean such person), would not go haywire as I am right now. How I wish I can remove all the troubles away..

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